mostly cloudy, 71 degrees

ok, so chocolate animal crackers are the best thing in the world right now. i have to eat a regular animal cracker after it or else i am force to consume another chocolate one. jesus.

so this morning i had to give myself a little pep talk. see, i was supposed to take this test in nutrition yesterday, and i just skipped it because i hadnt read any of the chapters, and i know the lowest test grade gets replaced by the grade i get on the final. but the final is comprehensive anyway, so i have to read it, and besides that i WANT to read it, im actually interested in the subject, how could i not be. but for some reason ive just found it hard to just sit down and read the damn thing even if i am interested. i find all these other silly things to do.
so anyway, every now and then i have to just tell myself, its ok, its not like ive been setting things on fire or anything, i can still make this alllll better.
but this last weekend i went on another benderishthing. i mean, i just got drunk friday and saturday night. i remember everything, nothing bad happened, but its just kind of a blur and i feel stupid about it. i know what getting drunk feels like, ive done it...god, hundreds of times now, and theres just no reason to do it when there are other things that i know i should be doing. just a little disappointed in myself.
but whatever. spring break is next week, i'll have all the time in the world to read for a week, ive got some races coming up, and sept. 20 is just getting closer and closer.
god gave rock n roll to youuuuu